Sunday, April 1, 2012

Fast forward

Hello again...it's been a while. At 15 weeks pregnant I am physically feeling great. Besides morning nausea, I really can't complain. My biggest obstacle has been exhaustion. After a long day of teaching, it's really hard finding energy to keep up with Addie when I get home. Emotionally, I'm freaking out about going through the infant stage again. I know that we will be ok and it will all come back to me but I can't stop thinking about balancing it all as well as pumping in my spare time. In fact, this time I am going to try to pump even longer to avoid spending all of our money buying formula. 

I went and picked up some paint chips for the nursery today. No decisions have been made but I taped about 5 samples on the wall. They will probably stay there for months. Because we are not finding out, I guess it just doesn't feel as real yet. I'm sure I will start panicking in the summer...

In other news, Addie is gone to Dyersburg for the week. I know that she is having SO much fun but I already miss her terribly. She's my little sidekick and I really feel lost without her. Here is a pic that I got from Nonny at Cracker Barrel on the way.